Notes di bawah ini ditulis oleh seorang sahabat terbaik saya yang menuangkan pengalamannya :
Dari duluuuuu
Saya terkenal sbg salah satu org ter"naive" di dunia
Gampang percaya
Mudah diboongin
Selalu bilang org baik
Sahabatan sama kata"ngalah"
Ga enakan setengah mati
Dan
Sasaran empuk u/ ditekan
Berpuluh2 nasihat pernah saya denger ttg ini, Berikut bbrp diantaranya
"baikkk sama bodoh itu tipiiiss cyn bedanya!"
"come on, jgn terlalu naive! Dunia ini ga sebaik yg loe pikir!
"welcome to the jungle,cyn!"
"oiii jgn may diinjek2!! SPEAK!!"
Dan lain-lain yg jumlahnya ratusan!
Tp dari dulu sampe skrg saya selalu mikir klo "hati kita tulus", pasti TUHAN jg ga butaaaa ko :D
Dan berbuat sesuatu yg jujur dan baik, ga akan membuat kita lbih BODOH dr yg lain!
However,
I just wanna say that
I think, Im RIGHT
Dari dulu, di tengah dunia kerja yg bnyk dikenal as a "JUNGLE" ini, I can Survive well!!! Because GOD works!!
Bukan dengan "mencelakai" org2 yg jahat sama saya, tp dengan menempatkan dan mengenalkan saya dgn org2 yg tepat yg jg berhati baik!
I can frankly speak about it! Mulai dr di RCTI, say cheese n subur, n YCAB foundation, I am surrounded by GoOd people with great power!
The point of this note is simple
When this world confusing u
Whether u should be good and do good
or u should play tricks n have some hidden agendas to protect yourself
The answer is
Be good to anyone
Do good to anyone
Have no hidden agenda
Have a pure heart
Stay sincere
You dont need to be affraid
Just do good
God knows better
on how to protect you in this "jungle"
He will take care of the rest
I am a living witness _ cynthia tenggara.
Ada 1 sAat saya bangun dan hemm biasa jadi miss Grumpy, males ngantor dll. Mengingat u ke jkt aja di senin pagi saya harus bangun jam 4 am, n duduk di bus by 4.45 am. Sampe kantor disambut sama muka mesem rekan kerja, n celotehan "kurang bermutu" ttg atasan saya. Rasanya kalo ngikutin hati pengen ngmg " helloooowww, kita lagi kerja kali. Namanya kerja ya cape, namanya juga kerja. Yauda lah saling support spy hari kita menyenangkan. Tapi saya juga ngerti, who am I to judge people around me.I always come back to have d right respond withy n d right attitude toward ur work. There's gonna be the time, kalo kt amsal. Ada saatnya terang orang benar itu bercahaya. Soo.. Though I was grumpy I pressed on to do what is right.
N yesterday night I almost burst into tears, when laoshi came up to me with a warm hug and say "tHank you for being wise" I was there standing. Thinking of.... Do I deserve the "thanks you". O well she never see me was grumpy on d bus, cried on my ojeg. She thanked me. N it changes everything. It should be me , who ought to say "thank you for a chance to learn n do my internship"
I flashed back, there're times when I came home n all I do is praying. Bless my leaders and bless those who hate my leaders ( I know how irony is this). N I know that God hears my pleads, He seeks through heart n He teaches me to treasure sincere heary more than anything.
N yeah He has His own way to work. He can do anything just to make your righteousness shine s bright after he brings u to the "molding" process.
Above all : this quotes still proven :
What comes from heart shall touch heart :).
-when a thank you means a lot-
Withy
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
If I just touch His clothes...
Aku berdiam di kesunyian
Di keheningan baitMu, Bapa
Tanpa kata dan tanpa bahasa
Hanya menunggu Engkau, Tuhan
Yesus Tuhanku Kau paling mengerti
Rapuh hati ini, letih jiwa ini
Jamah ya, Tuhanku
Jamah ya, Tuhanku
S'bab Engkaulah Tuhan yang paling mengerti
http://filetram.com/download/4shared/audio/8611446832/sisca-yang-paling-mengerti-mp3
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"If I just touch His clothes, I will be healed "
But Jesus kept looking around to see who had done it. Then the woman,
knowing what had happened to her, CAME and FELL at his feet and
trembling with fear, told Him the whole truth.
He said to her " Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed"
Di keheningan baitMu, Bapa
Tanpa kata dan tanpa bahasa
Hanya menunggu Engkau, Tuhan
Yesus Tuhanku Kau paling mengerti
Rapuh hati ini, letih jiwa ini
Jamah ya, Tuhanku
Jamah ya, Tuhanku
S'bab Engkaulah Tuhan yang paling mengerti
http://filetram.com/download/4shared/audio/8611446832/sisca-yang-paling-mengerti-mp3
------------------------------------
"If I just touch His clothes, I will be healed "
But Jesus kept looking around to see who had done it. Then the woman,
knowing what had happened to her, CAME and FELL at his feet and
trembling with fear, told Him the whole truth.
He said to her " Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed"
Thursday, April 21, 2011
- Faith like a child -
Today we had to keep helping each other :) as one of our team went for a holiday. Its been a tired week honestly. Yet all we do is Finish the Week Well! Then u ll be okay on weekend.
So I helped 1 of my team mate in doing the reading test with 1 student, "M". Yea he has a so called Christian name. U guess :). While we did the review in reading the article, came one girl that bluntly said : "hey, u look like a GAY" fyi she's just turned 9yo. He was mad at her, whispering d word : You, son of B*t*h! .then the boy continue to read with me. He said : who's that girl miss? She's soooooo bad. N almost said the F word I let him stay focus in what we've been reading.
After we finish read, its time for M to do the test. What surprised me is he spontaneously asked : is this gonna be the real test? I nodded. And He closed his eyes, n start praying. "Lord Jesus, am about to have the test, please bless me and gimme wisdom, in d name of Jesus Christ I pray ". I smiled :).
It warmth my heart, the way M remembers whenever he's going to have d test, all he will naturally do is PRAYInG. Isn't it great? Little M just know that he can't do by himself even - just taught him. Isn't this is a GreaT DEPENDANCE he showed?
Well, some might think about , seconds ago he just said that "dirty words" oh is he a real Christian ?. Well, I agree. He shouldn't go with that dirty words, but its a natural reaction. He was just be honest with all he is. Not trying to justify what he just did, but d point is, he COmES before the LorD with ALL HE IS. As time runs, as her parents teach him ( that I'm sure they bring up their children with values) he'd come to understand - living this life in harmony - to put his faith into action, into everything he think, he says and he does. Its just the Dependance he showed make me realize how good it is þo Have Faith like a Child.
- breaking d bondage of legalism, everyone has a chance to Change -
Withy
So I helped 1 of my team mate in doing the reading test with 1 student, "M". Yea he has a so called Christian name. U guess :). While we did the review in reading the article, came one girl that bluntly said : "hey, u look like a GAY" fyi she's just turned 9yo. He was mad at her, whispering d word : You, son of B*t*h! .then the boy continue to read with me. He said : who's that girl miss? She's soooooo bad. N almost said the F word I let him stay focus in what we've been reading.
After we finish read, its time for M to do the test. What surprised me is he spontaneously asked : is this gonna be the real test? I nodded. And He closed his eyes, n start praying. "Lord Jesus, am about to have the test, please bless me and gimme wisdom, in d name of Jesus Christ I pray ". I smiled :).
It warmth my heart, the way M remembers whenever he's going to have d test, all he will naturally do is PRAYInG. Isn't it great? Little M just know that he can't do by himself even - just taught him. Isn't this is a GreaT DEPENDANCE he showed?
Well, some might think about , seconds ago he just said that "dirty words" oh is he a real Christian ?. Well, I agree. He shouldn't go with that dirty words, but its a natural reaction. He was just be honest with all he is. Not trying to justify what he just did, but d point is, he COmES before the LorD with ALL HE IS. As time runs, as her parents teach him ( that I'm sure they bring up their children with values) he'd come to understand - living this life in harmony - to put his faith into action, into everything he think, he says and he does. Its just the Dependance he showed make me realize how good it is þo Have Faith like a Child.
- breaking d bondage of legalism, everyone has a chance to Change -
Withy
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
fow what is seen is Temporary , what is UNSEEN is ETERNAL
Sunday, april 17th - 12 am
We went to RS. Salak, to see one of our youth member. I was told that this young girl had a limfosit cancer. Well, we came by and pray as we always do. I was soooo amazed with the Smile this 19 yo girl has. Though she was weak, laid down on d bed with 3 other patients , she look charming. She smiled and ask, "who are you? Am lil confuse " I said my name. She said I didn't know u personally. I smiled back. We ended up in prayers and asking the Father for an extra strength and above all for His will be done. :).
sunday, april 17th - 2 pm
Some of the youth member had a meeting, discuss how to raise fund for this young woman. It cost a lot for her just to lay down and waiting for the biopsy result.
Sunday, april 17th - 7pm
We talked how to do the fund raising, who's in charge in this n that. Here I see how the LoVe that bind each other. How the compassion heart moves everyone.
Monday, april 18th - 9 am
Our beloved sister in Christ, WENT HOME. We are all sure that this is the best what God's been prepared. We don't have any CRITical Question of WHY. For we know naturally, that she has FINIShEd all what she's to do. And we Praise the Lord for that.
We give our last honour to our dear sister. We rejoice with you, for we know u're in a Good Hand now. Thank you for set us an example to live this life worthy of the calling, thanks for being faithful, thanks for finishing WELL. Above all thanks that on ur last breath, you keep being a living witness to your family.
Thanks for always sow what is UnSEeN, we know its ETERNAL. Your mam bragged about you ( this I know every mom would do this, but your mom did it differently, she loves what u did when ure alive) that u re the one who always go to church, go to sunday school. And ure about to accept scholarship and go to Korea. I know what ur mom sees is ur everyday life, ur everyday routines. And what u left for them is this : Good Name. Good Deed. Good EXample.
Yea I didn't know you personally, but 1 day, I left my plastic bag on the church. I forgot that's inside but I treasure it. N the next sunday, u came to me with that warm smile and said : "think this is yours, I kept it for you" . I said my deep thanks and ask : "what's ur name again? - Renny" . Since then I ve never talk to her a lot, but I know she's a good person. She did what is "unseen" keep ppl 's things left on the church service. Yet she did it faithfully.
No other words,
She taught me to do what is UNSEEn to set my eyes on it.
For what is UnSEEN is eternal
Her mom will keep bragging about her ( n this is good :))
For what is unseen is ETERNAL.
Withy.
We went to RS. Salak, to see one of our youth member. I was told that this young girl had a limfosit cancer. Well, we came by and pray as we always do. I was soooo amazed with the Smile this 19 yo girl has. Though she was weak, laid down on d bed with 3 other patients , she look charming. She smiled and ask, "who are you? Am lil confuse " I said my name. She said I didn't know u personally. I smiled back. We ended up in prayers and asking the Father for an extra strength and above all for His will be done. :).
sunday, april 17th - 2 pm
Some of the youth member had a meeting, discuss how to raise fund for this young woman. It cost a lot for her just to lay down and waiting for the biopsy result.
Sunday, april 17th - 7pm
We talked how to do the fund raising, who's in charge in this n that. Here I see how the LoVe that bind each other. How the compassion heart moves everyone.
Monday, april 18th - 9 am
Our beloved sister in Christ, WENT HOME. We are all sure that this is the best what God's been prepared. We don't have any CRITical Question of WHY. For we know naturally, that she has FINIShEd all what she's to do. And we Praise the Lord for that.
We give our last honour to our dear sister. We rejoice with you, for we know u're in a Good Hand now. Thank you for set us an example to live this life worthy of the calling, thanks for being faithful, thanks for finishing WELL. Above all thanks that on ur last breath, you keep being a living witness to your family.
Thanks for always sow what is UnSEeN, we know its ETERNAL. Your mam bragged about you ( this I know every mom would do this, but your mom did it differently, she loves what u did when ure alive) that u re the one who always go to church, go to sunday school. And ure about to accept scholarship and go to Korea. I know what ur mom sees is ur everyday life, ur everyday routines. And what u left for them is this : Good Name. Good Deed. Good EXample.
Yea I didn't know you personally, but 1 day, I left my plastic bag on the church. I forgot that's inside but I treasure it. N the next sunday, u came to me with that warm smile and said : "think this is yours, I kept it for you" . I said my deep thanks and ask : "what's ur name again? - Renny" . Since then I ve never talk to her a lot, but I know she's a good person. She did what is "unseen" keep ppl 's things left on the church service. Yet she did it faithfully.
No other words,
She taught me to do what is UNSEEn to set my eyes on it.
For what is UnSEEN is eternal
Her mom will keep bragging about her ( n this is good :))
For what is unseen is ETERNAL.
Withy.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
- Hurt people hurt -
I know how weird this title sounds. ITs a very simple sentence ,yet its worth a ponder. n it teaches me lotS!
I found my self in a "hard to adjust" situation, I don't really care actually what people surround me do n say, as far as I do all my tasks n be good. But thing doesn't always go on ur way, and yeah thats what happened. I pray when I do my part, then people will stop complaining and start to strive doing our best, as I wish they would see how hard I m trying to always be +.
Now i know the reason why........ I dont have a time to follow to be "bitter". I made a decision clearly. HURT people always Hurt, so BreaK THe ChaiN,
n make a difference....
GO against the flow,
and you'll see how Restored People, HEAL! : ) .
sooo.. yeah as you have received the Love that is UNCOnditional,
Accept u just the way you are,
It is the Love worth giving.
EVeryone has a BIG chance to be FORGIVEN.
- teach us and Forgive us, as we forgive them who trespass against us -
withy
I found my self in a "hard to adjust" situation, I don't really care actually what people surround me do n say, as far as I do all my tasks n be good. But thing doesn't always go on ur way, and yeah thats what happened. I pray when I do my part, then people will stop complaining and start to strive doing our best, as I wish they would see how hard I m trying to always be +.
Now i know the reason why........ I dont have a time to follow to be "bitter". I made a decision clearly. HURT people always Hurt, so BreaK THe ChaiN,
n make a difference....
GO against the flow,
and you'll see how Restored People, HEAL! : ) .
sooo.. yeah as you have received the Love that is UNCOnditional,
Accept u just the way you are,
It is the Love worth giving.
EVeryone has a BIG chance to be FORGIVEN.
- teach us and Forgive us, as we forgive them who trespass against us -
withy
Friday, January 21, 2011
New season of Life : )
Am back :D.
setelah beberapa lama ga nulis, tertelan oleh kesibukan diri 'adjust' kembali dengan negeri asal. Saya kembali duduk....
dan belajar mendengar.
Saya hanya ingin berbagi tentang rasa syukur ini, i know no words would enough to express my gratitude for having such a great father like mine : ). tepatnya 2 minggu lalu, kmi melakukan rutinitas Jumat pagi : jalan menyusuri kebun teh gunung mas.
Memang hidup di china itu, 1 training u/ cinta berjalan kaki, yang biasanya saya bisa marah2 karena jalan 2 jam, kali ini jalan selama 2.5 jam tidak berasa cape, hanya hati yang tenang dan segar.....
i thank God for a time when we can share laughters and tears
a time to share our humming ...
a time to share a "Woow" when we see the work of His hand
a time to say Grace on the top of the mountain...
thanks that You 're the Creator of the Universe yet You care for our details Lord,
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
weirdos..
okay....
Am meeting one woman,... she's a friend of my sista. from the first sentence she spoke to the last one, all she speaks is in ENGLISH. she lives in indonesia, n She's chinese descendant. She learnt a lil bit chinese, n she called it "garbage chinese" coz she never be in a formal class, she used to hang out with taiwanese.
i didn't talk to her coz am busy thinking.................................
how Indonesian are weird
some people would tell its rich with its culture. so english is our 2nd lang, and its "COOL" to speak in english..
while me am thinking of heeemmmmm....
am free n totally FREE to speak out without thinking too much and struggle with grammar and new words in my home country. here in Indonesia. I ve never ever appreciate how good it feels to speak in my mother language before I studied chinese.
n now am meeting one chinese girl who always speaks in english in our own country....
ok i can tell
somehow speak in english will help ur kiddos growing in a language environment and they will easily learn english someday.
this quite weird but i know this thing exists, people feel smarter, n sometimes it makes ppl feel they are " smart, well educated, prestige, COOL" when they speak in english.
But .....
when will their kids learn to love Bahasa Indonesia? and appreciate their mother language naturally ?
Ppl would answer : kids will learn their mother language when they're at school, Don't worry. yet educate them to always speak in ENglish or Mandarin or any other language.
heem.... this just seems weird for me..
tho i dunno what will i teach my kids someday. DO i appreciate Bahasa Indonesia enough ? Or am i proud to be indonesian who's half chinese, speaks Bahasa Indonesia, chinese n english. coz i also feel weird to sum up this weird thing i found not in my mother language but in ENGLISH.
heemmmmmm *... *
something to think about :D....
dizzy,,
withy.
Am meeting one woman,... she's a friend of my sista. from the first sentence she spoke to the last one, all she speaks is in ENGLISH. she lives in indonesia, n She's chinese descendant. She learnt a lil bit chinese, n she called it "garbage chinese" coz she never be in a formal class, she used to hang out with taiwanese.
i didn't talk to her coz am busy thinking.................................
how Indonesian are weird
some people would tell its rich with its culture. so english is our 2nd lang, and its "COOL" to speak in english..
while me am thinking of heeemmmmm....
am free n totally FREE to speak out without thinking too much and struggle with grammar and new words in my home country. here in Indonesia. I ve never ever appreciate how good it feels to speak in my mother language before I studied chinese.
n now am meeting one chinese girl who always speaks in english in our own country....
ok i can tell
somehow speak in english will help ur kiddos growing in a language environment and they will easily learn english someday.
this quite weird but i know this thing exists, people feel smarter, n sometimes it makes ppl feel they are " smart, well educated, prestige, COOL" when they speak in english.
But .....
when will their kids learn to love Bahasa Indonesia? and appreciate their mother language naturally ?
Ppl would answer : kids will learn their mother language when they're at school, Don't worry. yet educate them to always speak in ENglish or Mandarin or any other language.
heem.... this just seems weird for me..
tho i dunno what will i teach my kids someday. DO i appreciate Bahasa Indonesia enough ? Or am i proud to be indonesian who's half chinese, speaks Bahasa Indonesia, chinese n english. coz i also feel weird to sum up this weird thing i found not in my mother language but in ENGLISH.
heemmmmmm *... *
something to think about :D....
dizzy,,
withy.
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