Tuesday, December 14, 2010

girls days out! :D


well....
I suppose i should do my last paper today. Yet I haven't start any word ! Yeah i need a discipline on this.tonight I need to stop for a while I decided to sit and write some random thoughts. (I have my cup of milo, and feel so relief )

1. Its just hem.... It is back, the feeling of "I love my NOW" I wanna enjoy as much as I can.
I don't like saying good bye SO MucH!I need some lil time to adjust and gain back the zeal, thats why I sometimes struggle with my "I Love NOW".I know n understand fully, there's a time for everything. A time for every single thing : )


2. I always love reading other's blog, its just have its own pleasure when i read words and sentences, when i read how people express themselves through words. : ).
I've just read my friend's blog : http://missfregoe.blogspot.com/ n find it sooooooo interesting, u should check out all the crafts she made. n her thoughts on being alone. I am glad that on this massive world with its craziness i found someone who struggle on some points i do.

3. I gotta start to write a blog with more pictures and write at least once a week.

4. O yeah, today one of my friend came up to mind this morning. I text her just to make sure she's alright. Her best friend flied out to States after visiting her for almost 2 weeks. and yeah sure she's sad. but i also thankful that at least she has a good reason to cry.

Friday, December 10, 2010

My fav spot in this year : ).


this is the place where I come to my Creator and say "I Love You"
Often times I failed to put that word into action.
And Every night right this spot, my conscience teach me, to be true and sincere.
To humbly admit all my faults and to ask for forgiveness.


This is the place where I lay down my head
and have a restful night. have a wonderful dream..
This is where sometimes 我偷偷得哭, esp when I don't really get what-life-tries to teach me.
Its not as often as last year that i really safe a lot of my tears in 2010,
Yet this spot has a lot to do with times of troubles in 2010.



I wrote my love letter to my Father, n yes it is on that very cozy spot.
I ask QUESTIONS about tomorrow there,
I ask for blessings ,
I ask for forgiveness,
I once desperately asked that He would give me
some wonderful insight when I fall asleep.
And that very night I had a wonderful dream ever,
Its was crystal clear, none that I've had before.
My dreams was about " A restored Heart "

I woke up with d biggest smile,
I love when He teaches me through dreams.
I ask for a restored heart.
til today......





when Christmas comes on the corner,
I don't have something precious enough that i can offer.
beside a heart saying,
"Yes, Father, I give you permission to always restoring my heart"
I don't know what else should I offer,
but one thing I know,
my King appreciates honesty,
my Love seeks through my heart,
my Father definitely loves
me just the way i am,
n He wants me to be more like Him,


Its not all the blessings that I want to thank for
I thank for Him, yeah I thank for His presence,
so that we can always be true to each other, Dad.
I thank for being the WONDERFUL COunselor
I thank YOu for You are the Mighty God
I thank You for You are my HOPE
I thank You for YOu are my EVERLASTING FATHER.
thank you for being OUR PRINCE of Peace.

I thank for a pen, for a diary,for Your Word and for a book called " walking with God"
these keeps us connected

I thank You for the freedom of condemnations!
I thank You for You never ever say "I'm busy" whenever i crawl and go up there.
am thankful for YOU!
yes for YOU,
who's been really good!







with.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

what my heart longs for : ).

More than a nice melody,
More than the sweetest of word's,
This is love i have found,
and with this love i am found.

I just want you jesus, i just want you my lord,
I just want you jeses, i just want you.

Never could i comprehend,
The love you so freely give,
Never could i be with you,
But you love covers all of my sin.

I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus i just want you.

There is no greater love than Yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world i will never find a love like Yours god.

There is no greater love than Yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world i will never find a love like yours.


I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus,
I just want you,
Jesus!